so bebo is what this journal is about. its coming to my senses that bebo is just basically boring nowadays. its sad because, bebo was one of the most popular websites around. and after myspace came along bebo became the second best. and to my conclusion, mysoace is way better, but i dont have one. and i dont care if i dont have one. but bebo is boring these days and its a certain fact. it doesnt have to be proven to be considered, but bebo itself proves it for you. so yeh i just basically wrote this because if you have a bebo i want you guys to add me as a friend. so yeh id appreciate it if you'd add me(:

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why am i doing this? it feels as if yesterday i was just 2 years old, and today i recognized that i am no longer that happy careless little girl that i used to be. i guess people grow up and change. some people change dramatically and others just never do change. why is it me? why do i have to go throught this everyday. why is it that i have to suffer? out of all the billions of people in the world, god had to choose me. i dont really know why i was put in this position in life but i guess fate determines my every move. but im guessing why follow fate when you know you can control your own life? i taking that leap today where i can become my own and not back down. im going to screw fate and leap...

well its like 5:45 in the evening at the moment, and sad to say I'm already bored.. i mean I've been home for like what 3 hours.. and I've just been sitting here..
you ever have those moments where you can't concentrate on shit and its just so sad how you say "ok, im going to do this!" then about 2 minutes and 17 seconds later you are on the computer?
well, it seems to me that i have one of those moments everyday.
but, i mean being 15 and all it kinda explains why I am the way I am.
Anyways, I'm colouring at the moment..lol. no not really, im typing this.. you see. 3 minutes ago i swear i was colouring my geopgraphy colouring book.. and now look.. im typing..
either this is normal, or its obvious i have an issue.